I'm sitting here in the dark at 3AM,
wondering how this life will ever end.
Will I go on into tomorrow,
drowning myself in the pain and sorrow,
of living a life that I don't understand?

So I turn on the light and I put on my shoes.
I walk outside, so amazed and confused.
The world as I know it, still waits for me,
to open the lock, or at least find the key.
But is all I ever wanted already gone?

These are the questions that haunt me.
These are the questions that call to me,
as I walk along the edge of sanity.

What would become of the man I am now,
If I gave in to them and just threw in the towel?
I won't give up on what I've always been,
just so I can try to fit in with them.
Do they really think that I'm the one who's wrong?

These are the questions that haunt me.
These are the questions that call to me,
as I walk along the edge of sanity.

10/17/1999