Hello, It's me again... Is that you?
I often times wonder if I will ever hear from you.
Are some of my insecurities from the real world joining me here?
I really hate to imagine that happening.
I like myself here so far.
In the real world I wouldn't let you know what I am thinking.
Could it be that this is my real world and I am just starting to change?
I would never speculate such a thing in the real world though.
As long as I can convince myself that this isn't real...
As long as this is the place I escape to and not the place I escape from.
I will continue looking for you... and me.

12/1999